The good news, I am not afaid to admit it and move forward. I am reminded of a verse ( of course, another verse to my rescue)
Proverbs 3:5-6 (Amplified Bible)
5 Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.
6 In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plain your paths.
I have lost 2 followers, since I started my blog. I am sad about it; however this is me the real me and I can't be anything else. This is my stuggle and my victory!